I lost myself.

I really don’t know what to do.

I really don’t know what I should think.

I really don’t know how say it.

I really want to change it.

You drive knife into my heart and everyday turn it.

I agonize.

I lack.

I suffer.

It isn’t my fault.

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I really don’t know what I should/must do. I lost myself. My minds mess up. My life fuck up. I beyond hope.

WHICH WAY I SHOULD CHOOSE?!

Maybe Route 66? Legendary US rode… Maybe it hepls me. I really don’t know but I must do something. From L.A. to….happiness or nowhere.

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My life / minds / me is like this sign – old, damaged, tired. Remember – sameday I might explode and do things what I will never want to do. I’m tired. I’m boring. I really need you.

YOU CAN SEE ME, CAN’T YOU?!

Amen.